Have a Good Day

Since the accident on the 26th, times have been rough. We still haven't been able to get another car because we found out that I didn't have GAP coverage. The lady at my loan company told me that I declined it when I know that I didn't. My guess is it was the people at the dealership I bought the car from but I have no way of knowing because the place is under new management so all those people are gone, good riddance if they are responsible for this. So I turned in the rental car this morning since we can't afford to keep it any longer. We still owe a few thousand on the car and my loan company told me that the likelihood of getting another loan right now is slim to none since I still have an open car loan on my credit.

So I'm going to be using public transportation for a while, its ok, I've done it before and I'm not ashamed. Using the bus and train is so bad at all. The rides are just long because they have to stop so many times during the trip. I was so upset yesterday when I was finding all this out. It felt like someone was taking boulders onto my shoulders and I couldn't brush them off. I still haven't been able to brush them off but we'll manage, we always do. We planned out how we were going to do everything before I turned the car in and Stephen did an assload of laundry this morning to get it down and over with while we still had some form of transportation on our own. I just have to remember to think about the good things in my life right now. My daughters is alive and healthy and flourishing. Stephen is doing great despite where he was in the car when it crashed. I'm ok, my health is good. I still have a job to go to. So everything will work itself out. A car isn't everything. I'll eventually have another. This will give me to opportunity to save up my money because I will no longer have a car note and car insurance to worry about although I do have to pay off this month's car insurance. Today, hopefully will be a good day. A lot better than yesterday. Ok, time for me to get to work. Perhaps I'll blog again later to let yall know how the rest of my day went. XOXO